CEG DaZeD CS

Do you ever just feel like stress is overcoming your daily routine? It just seems like every time I get things on track something else goes wrong. I have a great paying job with excellent benefits that I just dread going to everyday. I hate my job, but it does pay the bills and child support. I cant just up and quit........even though i dream of doing that everyday. Its nice to come home and unwind, and talk with my son and good friends on the box, but then I end up staying up too late, and feel like shit the next day. I really dont know why Im boring you all with this bull shit, but It definately feels better to vent a little bit. I got 5 kills on a single grenade on MW2 last week..........just threw a random frag and...........POW...............5 kills, that was awesome, but it will probably never happen again. I work between 60 - 75 hours a week.........and it sucks. But if I were to leave for another job that didnt pay as much, then I would be stressing about money all of the time, you just cant win either way you go. Do stupid drivers piss you off? They do me. I wish it was legal to either put them in the wall, or just follow them until they stop and beat the hell outta them. Ive had to attend anger management classes in the past, due to road rage, so I try my best to control it now. Anger Management was a joke. They told me when people make me mad, just to shake my head and take a few deep breaths...........that doesn't do a damn thing for me, but piss me off even worse. Did I mention I suck at sniping on MW2...........I just dont have the patience for it. I just run and gun, then die all of the time, and I have the K/D ratio to prove it. Is it normal to go to shrink to get help for your anger problems, and you end up pissed at the shrink.........hmmmmmmmmmmmm....that doesnt sound normal. Why do people play domination, but not try to capture the flags...........isnt that the whole point. They really irritate the hell outta me also. So I find out my ex - fiance that left me 2 months ago is already married again...........WTF...............what a Bi%#@...........was I really that stupid to believe that she just needed a break and there wasnt anyone else...............wow. I might not be as good as some of you are on the game, but im still there to have a good time. I dont get pissed if we lose, you still my kill or even kill me in hardcore...........im still having fun. So the point of this blog is.........hmmmm....there really is no effin point, but I do feel a little better. I have met a lot of great people in this community, that are fun as hell to play with on the xbox. Thanks to all my fellow gamers who allow me to be me, and just have a good time. And next time you see me somehow throw a semtex and stick it to myself, then BAM, I exlplode......Ill know that your laughing with me and not at me.