The good, the bad, and the slightly zombified....

First, most Crosseyed people are totally aware of how awesome they are, the others need a little persuading. Thanks for that.

Second, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE the Zombie Apocalypse. BRILLIANT! and way too much fun. We need more too much fun.

Lastly, we are all like a giant emotional bolt. We get screwed up and down on a daily basis. Learn to go with it, it's worth the ride.

Well, I got some good news and some bad news. You decide which is which. :-)

First, you sound pretty much just like me. Sorry but like I said, you can decide if that is good or bad. LOL!!
Seriously though, I thought I was reading my own bio there for a moment.

Life surely is a tough thing sometimes. Depression is something I would have never believed was real or could hit me if it was. WRONG.

It is actually the result of constant stress and worrying that builds over time. Where some people can deal with it clearly others fall into a hopelessness box of blah. They get lost in the troubles and their minds are so clouded there seems to be no solution in sight.

Couple that with the way others treat you and if it is in a negative way things just seem to get worse. And yes, doing the bad thing of offing yourself can sometimes seem to be a way to make it all better.

This is very bad news for you and anyone else reading this, that will not make things go away. It gets worse on the other side if you do not wake up and face things here. Sorry, but this is true.

So, in order to get out of this deep feeling of nothingness, you have to break things down to their bare root.

What does that mean?
KISS - Keep it simple stupid.
Or as I like to say , Less is More.

No matter what you are facing ask yourself some questions and then answer them. Take the big picture and break it down into small parts and take one small part at a time. Very slowly you will tackle the small parts and that will eventually take care of that big issue which seemed to be impossible for you to overcome.

Finally, never lose sight that you have friends. Even if you don't ever meet any of us that you game with, we consider you a friend. We don't spend hours making a website or sitting on the box just because we want to get rich. Well, we would like to get rich but let me tell you, we are not getting rich from money anytime soon. A new business never works that way and that isn't why we do what we do. If we would make money while running this business all the better.

The reason we do what we do is simply, people. Those that truly know me, know that all I ever cared about while a leader in XG was providing an enjoyable gaming experience for the people around me. Yes, I can be a harda$$ and yell at people but they all deserve it. :-)

At the end of the day, if you get to know me you will know that the number one person I make the most fun of is ME. I am in fact a funny guy. Funny looking for sure. ROFL!!!

I know what you can do to cheer yourself up.. Go review those Zombie slayer stripper games. There seems to be a series of them. I am considering checking them out myself.

Thanks for helping make our site even better.

all i can say is i once was told by Highlander that we were the same and lemme tell you its never a good thing to be compared to him.hahahaha jk i'm glad this place is able to provide some of the good thats in your life. I keep trying to tell Bunny theres alot of people on this site like you but she can ne hardheaded at times so thanks for this blog it helps to prove my point.

btw im coming up with a zombie plan myself but mine just consists of pictures of guns and lots of ammo no real stories or plans other than shooting every half living creature within a 100yds of me. hahahaha

Haha, thanks for the input regarding the bio. And it really is true.. I consider anyone who I game with, at least those who are not an ***, friends. It's nice to know that others think the same way!

Now.... about your zombie plan scooter.... what if Ozzy Osbourne crossed your path? He's half living, isn't he?

no offense to anyone here but i myself feel slightly zombified after reading highlanders book......

then he's got lead in his *** lol i dont have time to discern half living from zombies lol

Joyous day. I'm gonna figure something out for the next article soon. Hoping to write or review, or simply show something at least once a week.

Originally Posted by CEG Illusion

no offense to anyone here but i myself feel slightly zombified after reading highlanders book......

you are just mad I didn't include the dumb version with pictures instead of all that text. I will make sure to put a link up on the next one to the 'special area' of the forums for folks like you. :-)

exactly thats all i ever wanted